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&& No Matter What Happens
To Us In The Future Every
Day I've Spent With You Is
The Best Day Of My Life xx
Close your eyes && count by twos
When you get to five ill stop loving you
I Wanna Grow Old With You
I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna
Grow old with you I wanna be looking
In your eyes I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do I wanna
Grow old with you Things can come &&
Go I know but baby I believe
Something's burning strong between
Us ** makes it clear to me
I Wanna Grow Old With You
If He Takes The Time
to argue with you then maybe
He Cares A Little Bit More
xx than you think
I Guess Me Getting Upset
Over Stupid Things Is My
Way Of Showing How Much
I Actually Care______**<3
Distance Means So Little
When You Love Someone
This Much_______________**
(i'll add some more later)
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P a r a d i s e <3
Isn't On The Beach It's In His Arms
They're Just Jealous Because
We Are Young && In Love <3
True love lasts forever
Never does it stop
I love you with all my heart
From the bottom to the top
You can't know everything about someone
You have to be able to trust them because
that's what love is__________** The OC
You're simply amazing
I've Never Had Anyone
Like You In My Life
You're The One
Who Brings Out
The Best In Me
<3_________**
In A Mixed Up World
O n l y Y o u xx3
Make Sense To Me
I Want A Boy
To Buy Me Flowers
Just Because It's A Tuesday
 
&& We Will Be Alright
As Long As You
Stay With Me **
&&** All it takes is one thought
Of you to leave the rest of
The World Behind xx3
But No Matter What Happens
One Thing Will Remain True
As Long As I'm Living
I Will Always Love You
&& Just Promise You
W i l l N e v e r xx3
Forget Me
I Just Wont Get Mad x3
Anymore I'll Just Learn To Expect The Lowest From The People That
I Thought Were The Highest | | |
| I'm really sorry about not updating lately guys. But thank you to the subscribers. Start commenting more please and I might make more time to update. <3 Kris -- oOo___Quotesz | | |
| Wow Sorry I havent gotten to those quotes guys! I am so busy with work and driving. Here's a story type thing though. Love Kris
Boy: Baby we need to talk
Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?
Boy: Something has come up..
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you baby
Girl: *thinks* Oh my god I hope he doesn't break up with me. I love him so much
Boy: Baby are you there?
Girl: Yeah I'm here what is so important?
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say..
Girl: Well you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving..
Girl: Baby what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away
Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.
Boy: Well my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
(Her father: *picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously* "Erika, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!. Get off the damn phone!!" *And hangs up)
Boy: Wow your father sounds really mad
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways I don't want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't. You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *sad* It's ok I understand I guess..
Girl: *thinking* I cant believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonight because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay I will sneak out & meet you at the park
Boy: Okay ill meet you there in 20 minutes.
(They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
Boy: Here you go, this is for you I got to go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: Baby don't cry, you know I love you...but I have to go.
Girl: Okay... (begins to walk away)
(They both go back home. And Erika begins to read the letter he gave her)
Erika,
You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you bitch, you never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch. Goodbye
- Ricardo
(Erika begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours)
A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely. Then she gets a phone call.
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something.
Girl: Ummm okay.
(She finds a piece of paper in the jacket, It says:: )
Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words.
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go that's why I wanted you to run away with me.
-Ricardo
Girl: Oh my god it's a letter, Ricardo does love me!, He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!
Friend: lol ok but I got to go. Call me later.
Girl: *happy* Okay bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
Erika turns the T.V. on.
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.
(She turns off the TV. 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to Live for)
A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess your not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So I hope your not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if you got scared, I promise to make it up to you everything will be a be ok I love you so much. Call me asap bye! | | |
| Hey everyone! Thanks so much for the comments and subscribers. Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I just got back from vaca. Now I have to start working and then school is coming up soon. I will try my hardest to update soon. Love Kris -- oOo___Quotesz | | |
| Okay guys. Thanks for the comments and the subscribers. Not many quotes this time. But they took me forever to fix up. I might post some more later if I have time. If not I won't be back till at least Monday because I am going out of state. But leave me comments! <3 Kris -- oOo___Quotesz
He closed his eyes as he softly touched her face______*
Thinking about the last time he had held her in his
Arms, it was in the car. They were coming home
From her soccer game and they sat in the back
xx Seat and he held her. Everything between them
Was falling apart but he had to hold her one last
Time just to say goodbye. He could tell that she
Knew it was over but she didn't want to accept it.
What started out, as a friendship had grown into
A deep caring for each other, maybe to deep? He
Didn't know what would happen to them, they had
Promised to always be friends... but that wouldn't
Happen. He got out before things got to serious
But he had hurt her in the process. The night they
Decided to be just dating was hard but when he
Realized it wouldn't happen like it was over. When
He saw her in school he could tell she was putting
On a front that was how she was, stubborn as all
Hell. But he still had all the good memories to think
Back to. He still thought about the fireworks that
Fourth of July. That was a fun night, he still could
Picture her on that blanket laughing as they made
Fun of people ooh-ing and ahh-ing. Then came all
The nights at her house in the pool.. very rarely
Was it just the two of them, but he never minded.
He could still hear her x sleepy voice answering the
Phone the night he called to tell her about the
Accident... he knew she was upset but he couldn't
Do anything but assure her he was okay . Every time
xx He saw her with his visor on it took him back to the
Night at her house. The sleepovers were the best
Though... the first one when she was lying inches
Away and kept hitting him with the pillow. Then after
The dance when she fell asleep in his arms... he didn't
Want to sleep and miss any of it. He could still picture
Her face with tears streaming down it the night they
Got in a fight, what the fight was about he didn't
Remember, but the fact she had cried hurt him. He
Would have done anything to take it back so she wasn't
Hurting that night, but he couldn't all he could do is hold
Her. The longer he had his eyes close the more things he
Thought about... the nights on the floor in her living room,
After the football games at the dance or at his house.
All the times he had held her in his arms and softly
Kissed her He could still remember the first time
They kissed. She was lying on the couch and told
Him to come over and he did and she reached up
And kissed him. She will never know how much he
Wanted her to do that... or how much he wanted to
Kiss her too. But now all those memories were in the
Past because she was no longer his. Maybe he
Should have held her more or kissed her more or even
Told her how much she meant to him a little more
Often. But now he couldn't because in a split second
He had lost her. They said she had crested the hill
And slid on the ice... the car went across into the
Other lane and hit the ditch. The cops said she was
Only doing roughly thirty miles per hour, but the car
Hit the ditch and slipped, it skidded down the
Embankment on its roof. She was dead by the time he
Had gotten the news in school. The night before they
Had decided it was over and he didn't get to see her
After that. He was in a state of shock when he got
To the hospital and saw her lifeless body lying there in
The bed. He wondered if she knew what was happening,
If she was scared, if she suffered and what she thought
About in her last minutes. Now standing beside her coffin
He bent over and whispered "friends forever" and walked away
The people who make a difference in your
Life are not the ones with the most credentials,
The most money, or the most awards. They are
The x ones that care ______________**
Wanted one boy who will make my dreams come true
One boy who will love me no matter what I do
Someone that I can hug who won't break my heart
Who will know how to treat me right from the start
If you can fulfill my wishes, please let me know
Things change so fast. They really do. It
Seemed like just yesterday that I was in
The backyard, playing in the sandbox with
My friends. Or catching frogs in the pond,
Getting in mud fights with my brothers. It
Didn't matter what I looked like. I could just
Wake up and put on some clothes. They
Didn't even have to match. It was then that
Everyone was my friend. It didn't matter who
They were, or who I was. Male or girly girl.
We were all friends. Then one morning I woke
Up to find that this place has changed. I can't
Play in the sandbox anymore. Or catch frogs,
Or get in mud fights. Even if I wanted to, I
Couldn't. There just wouldn't be time. I'm too
Busy trying to make new friends, and keep the
Ones I already have. I can no longer just put on
Clothes in the morning, I have to take my time.
Dress to impress, try to fit in. Today it matters
Who they are, and who I am. I can't just be
Everyone's friend. It would ruin my image, or ruin
Theirs. My best friend from yesterday has quickly
Moved away. She's made new friends who better
Fulfill her image. I have made friends for mine. The
Boy, who I used to play "Red Rover" with, is no
Longer just that boy. He is that boy, the one I
Have to impress. How can it be that only yesterday
We were all playing tag, and playing in the snow
Together, when today we are competing against each other
My mom only had one eye I hated the fact that I had to be stuck with a retard for a mother. I hated her. She was such an embarrassment. My mom ran a small shop at a flea market. She collected little weeds and such to sell, anything for the money we needed. She was such an embarrassment. There was this one day during elementary school, it was field day, and my mom came. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school. "Your mom's a retard with one eye?!?!" And they taunted me. I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world
So I said to my mom "Mom. Why don't you have the other eye?! If you're only going to make me a laughingstock, why don't you just die?!!!" My mom did not respond. I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time. Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly. That night. I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, then turned away, because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty. Then I studied real hard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom. This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when. "What?!" "Who's this?!" It was my mother. Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My daughter ran away, scared of my mom's eye and I asked her, "Who are you?!" "I don't know you!!!" as if trying to make that real. I screamed at her," How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!" "GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," And she disappeared out of sight. Thank good ness. She doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life. Then a wave of relief came upon me. One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So, lying to my wife that I was going on a business trip, I went. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house. Just out of curiosity. There, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground, but I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand. It was a letter to me.
xx My son,
I think my life has been long enough now. And. I wont visit Seoul anymore. But would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while?
I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school. For you. And I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you. You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mom, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye. So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me, I thought to myself, 'It's because he loves me.' My son. Oh, my son. I don't want you to cry for me, because of my death.
Please don't cry. My son, I love you so much.
xx Something gripped the corner of my heart. And tears were flowing from the eye that my mother had given me. My mom. My loving mom. Such simple words as 'I love you', that I never told her. Such simple things as buying my mom a dinner. Such simple things as buying her pretty clothes. That I never did. And still, my mom loved me till her very end. I'm sorry. It wasn't my mom that was the retard with one eye. It was me, that all these things I realized too late. Mother, please forgive me. Mother, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. And the words I never got around to telling you, I love you. I love you mom | | |
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